Just Around the Corner
As dictated by Faranza Syns
*Sigh* I wanna meet my one true love
Just around the corner.
Wouldn't it be terribly romantic if I had stumbled right into him unaawares, disoriented, in a rush?
Okay, I did stumble into my crush around the corner once. And let me tell you...
It was terribly romantic then. Haha.
Well, what I mean by romantic is the rapid beating of my heart. But then again, he felt nothing, and we apologised, walked away. In a flustered way. Well, I was flustered. He had a dopey look on his face.
Pity. Haha.
He's still around. *wink wink* try to figure out who he is. I bet you guys could never guess.
______________________________
You got me feeling maudlin, Afzy. That's unfair. You're making me want to study Agama.
Afzy's been rehearsing her "Goodbye-Alpha-I'll-Never-See-You-Again" speech.
Maybe it's time for me to rehearse it, too.
But I don't think I'll get any rehearsing done. I'll be too busy feeling blue. So I'll just sit back and ride the waves. (o_O... okay, that sounds WRONG). Haha.
I can't say things won't change, because the only thing doesn't change is change.
I'll miss everyone. It'll be different without you guys.
I remember when my name first got called to go to 3 Amanah.
Initial reaction: WHAT THE HELL?! *I don't wanna go...*
After awhile:... Well, at least I'm in the smartest class.
Haha. But then, I soon realised. I'll never be able to keep up with you guys. You're just too hardworking and I'm a lazy arse. You're just too bright, and me too dim-witted.
I'm a slow person. It saddens me sometimes how slow I am.
It took me a long time to fall into pace with you guys. It took months for me to finally feel remotely comfortable.
Those times that I was quiet, and listened to guys from where I sat... they were times that I felt too inferior to even butt in.
So I just sat, and listened.
But despite it all, you guys got under my skin. Slowly, I began shedding my old skin and began changing my colours. You guys were so "kiasu" it actually amused me. But now, after I've thought it through, I lost my "kiasu-ness" a long time ago. I just couldn't compete. Watching you guys made me feel... "gosh... if only I had that kind of spark."
I think I'll take a little bit of that "kiasu-ness". Maybe it'll do me some good.
And then, tick-tock, we're now in Alpha.
When I filled in my form the first time, I filled in "Lambda".
But I ended up in Alpha instead.
I guess it means something.
Besides the fact that for the second time filling in the paper, I put "Alpha".
;p
I've gained new friends, close friends, and interesting acquaintances. And -- undeniably -- new affairs.
And I'll never be able to erase that.
I never want to anyway.
So, believe me when I say this, Alpha
Just around the corner.
Wouldn't it be terribly romantic if I had stumbled right into him unaawares, disoriented, in a rush?
Okay, I did stumble into my crush around the corner once. And let me tell you...
It was terribly romantic then. Haha.
Well, what I mean by romantic is the rapid beating of my heart. But then again, he felt nothing, and we apologised, walked away. In a flustered way. Well, I was flustered. He had a dopey look on his face.
Pity. Haha.
He's still around. *wink wink* try to figure out who he is. I bet you guys could never guess.
______________________________
You got me feeling maudlin, Afzy. That's unfair. You're making me want to study Agama.
Afzy's been rehearsing her "Goodbye-Alpha-I'll-Never-See-You-Again" speech.
Maybe it's time for me to rehearse it, too.
But I don't think I'll get any rehearsing done. I'll be too busy feeling blue. So I'll just sit back and ride the waves. (o_O... okay, that sounds WRONG). Haha.
I can't say things won't change, because the only thing doesn't change is change.
I'll miss everyone. It'll be different without you guys.
I remember when my name first got called to go to 3 Amanah.
Initial reaction: WHAT THE HELL?! *I don't wanna go...*
After awhile:... Well, at least I'm in the smartest class.
Haha. But then, I soon realised. I'll never be able to keep up with you guys. You're just too hardworking and I'm a lazy arse. You're just too bright, and me too dim-witted.
I'm a slow person. It saddens me sometimes how slow I am.
It took me a long time to fall into pace with you guys. It took months for me to finally feel remotely comfortable.
Those times that I was quiet, and listened to guys from where I sat... they were times that I felt too inferior to even butt in.
So I just sat, and listened.
But despite it all, you guys got under my skin. Slowly, I began shedding my old skin and began changing my colours. You guys were so "kiasu" it actually amused me. But now, after I've thought it through, I lost my "kiasu-ness" a long time ago. I just couldn't compete. Watching you guys made me feel... "gosh... if only I had that kind of spark."
I think I'll take a little bit of that "kiasu-ness". Maybe it'll do me some good.
And then, tick-tock, we're now in Alpha.
When I filled in my form the first time, I filled in "Lambda".
But I ended up in Alpha instead.
I guess it means something.
Besides the fact that for the second time filling in the paper, I put "Alpha".
;p
I've gained new friends, close friends, and interesting acquaintances. And -- undeniably -- new affairs.
And I'll never be able to erase that.
I never want to anyway.
So, believe me when I say this, Alpha
I Heart You
Sometimes I wish I could freeze the picture,
And save it from the funny tricks of time...
-Slipping Through My Fingers, Abba-
And save it from the funny tricks of time...
-Slipping Through My Fingers, Abba-
It's time to say goodbye,
Block out the sun and pack up the sky,
Don't let my tears start to make you cry,
Each time I try to say my goodbye,
Try to stop asking why.
-Goodbye-
The Corrs.
Block out the sun and pack up the sky,
Don't let my tears start to make you cry,
Each time I try to say my goodbye,
Try to stop asking why.
-Goodbye-
The Corrs.
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