May 9, 2009

Torpid

As dictated by Faranza Syns

This fast yet torpid pace I'm going through isn't helping much.

"I won't be last."

Just stupid, dismal words, really. Because I don't feel it in my soul. It's like a wavering flame. It's so easy to reach out, make everyone else forget its existence.

Someone, grab me by the shoulders and tell me there's still a long way to go, and I can do it.

Because frankly, I'm tired sick of telling myself the same thing over and over again.

Sorry, Nana, if I back out on our deal. Between the two of us, we know who's gonna win now, don't we?



Go down with a scream.

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