May 9, 2009

May09

Torpid

As dictated by Faranza Syns

This fast yet torpid pace I'm going through isn't helping much.

"I won't be last."

Just stupid, dismal words, really. Because I don't feel it in my soul. It's like a wavering flame. It's so easy to reach out, make everyone else forget its existence.

Someone, grab me by the shoulders and tell me there's still a long way to go, and I can do it.

Because frankly, I'm tired sick of telling myself the same thing over and over again.

Sorry, Nana, if I back out on our deal. Between the two of us, we know who's gonna win now, don't we?



Go down with a scream.

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